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overall, i'm NOT at all satisfied with my prelim marks. i know that i need to work really extra hard. but where is the motivation? i always said that i will start studying tomorrow but where is the tomorrow? i don't feel the motivation. someone motivate me. PLEASE! i can't carry on like that. i'll be really dead if i am going on in this manner. the excuse i always give myself is that i don't have enough time and i also have to sleep early so that i will have the energy to carry on tomorrow. sometimes i really am afraid that what wen su said might really come true because he is not the only person who said that. some others did said that to me before. i know that they are just joking with me. but i kept feeling that it's going to be the reality. this week is a really exhausting week. i think the next 2 weeks will be the same. and from next thurs onwards till the last day i need to go to school, i'll be having e-maths course which will last from 2.30-5.30.isn't it tiring? and there will still be an eng one too. oh my god!

this week has not been a good one for me. i'll try to make next week a much better one. i make it a much more useful week then this week.my energy is drain to the very last bit already. i'm super tired.

on mon,22 sep was Xiong Sheng birthday. wishing you a HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY!=)

on thurs,25 sep was Han Lin birthday. wishing you a HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY!=)

will upload the pics for their both birthday when i load it into my com.

left another 24 more days to o'level. its coming nearer. i'm scared. i'm stress. i don't want to do as badly as my prelim. i have no confidence to do well. i'm frightened by my prelim papers and marks already. all my confidence in everything had gone to 0. how hard i study for my both sciences i still didn't manage to get a good grade. should i consider dropping to combine science at this period of time or should i just continue? should i drop a.maths too? i'm confuse. i'm really tired of all this kind of thing. how i wish i could always stay as a toddler. no worries,stress and everything. just eat, play and sleep. how peaceful.

HOW I WISH I COULD BE A TODDLER AGAIN.

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I've not been studying during the weekends as i think that i need a little break after prelim. So from tomorrow onwards, i'll start studying and chionging like crazy. Anyone want to go study together? Has been slacking and watching tv other than touching any books. Now i have to finish my english homework and that's it for my weekend. I PROMISE i will study super hard from tomorrow! People if you see me slacking, please remind me my promise.

Today wanted to go catch a movie with my cousin but we were late for it so in the end we didn't watch. So went to pastamania to eat.

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was bored so went to do this test. saw it from sing yee's blog.also quite true.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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As i'm still wide awake now, and feeling rather bored, i went to do the handwriting test. Saw it from shermeen's blog. the things that they say are quite true so decided to blog it.


Cherie uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Cherie does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Cherie will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Cherie is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

Cherie tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Cherie writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Cherie will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says "she didn't hear you", she really means, she didn't hear you.

Cherie is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Cherie will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Cherie is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Cherie learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.
Cherie is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Cherie is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Cherie basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Cherie has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Cherie fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Cherie has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life.

The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Cherie seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action.

Cherie seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Cherie on a team, because Cherie will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Cherie if she is not careful.

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yesterday went back to school to receive some of my results. was not very happy with my it. i think i need to buck up already. even though its better than mock exam, but its not still not good.

In the morning, we were told that our prom night will be held at downtown east and i heard a lot of people saying that they don't want to go already if it is really held there. After that went to canteen, get some nagging from mdm saleha as our results are atrocious. then it was chemistry,e-maths, then a-maths.

eng paper 1 section 1:16/30
2:21/30

was quite nervous when mdm saleha was reading everyone's marks out.phew. luckily i passed. was happy for section 2 but not 1. a normal person will also feel the same thing la.

chemistry paper 1:30/40

miss zaleha said:"ok not bad" then after a few seconds she said:"ONLY paper 1 ah. ONLY paper 1. ONLY paper 1 only ah." she repeated it like 3 times lo. means that my paper 2 is super badly done. i'm afraid to receive it back.

E.maths paper 1:61/80
2:57.5/100
Overall: B3. Today had some changed so its still the same grade but higher.
Haiz. I'm soo sorry mr tan. i will try my super best to get an A for O'level. He expected an A from me. he was like:"CHERIE! What happen?" haiz. i know i did badly. was a little careless. and my paper 2 10 marks! my heart soo pain la. soo wasted. yes,as what mr tan said, treat it as a lesson learnt. haiz. i'm soo stupid!

yesterday's result was not that bad.

and today received my physics. totally disappointed. i got a C6! haiz. i studied so hard for it can. i expected a B at least. i might put too much hope on it. but i'm trying super hard to score for my both sciences and maths as this are the only subject which i have to score. as the others are a little hopeless except english. paper 1 was ok but paper 2 was super badly done.

mother tongue had D7. it's expected one.
paper1 section 1:12/20
2:33/50
paper2:16/70. yes, its horrible

Mon going to receive all the rest of the subject.

had fun playing basketball yesterday and today. yesterday, played with Biantais,Han Lin,Jun Quan, Wen Su,Jian Xin,Kiat Wee, Tiffany,Kok Soon, Alan,Pearcesley,Min Ning and one more guy but i don't know his name. played full court. had lots of fun. rarely play full court.

today played with Biantais, Min Ning, Wei Sian, Leong Wei, and don't know who is the other guy and Kiat Wee. haha. sooo FUN! haiz. but i can't play basketball already until i finish my O'level. sad. because i had to study very hard for my O'level! Jia you! also went cycling with sharon.its so fun.

I MUST work hard! this is my new aim and will!

left with 31 days to O'level. scary.

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As promised, the photos for the class outing=)

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finally,i've finished my examinations yesterday. today need not go to school because i've no exams!=) early morning went for piano lessons. after that, i'm still not sure if i want to go for music. but in the end, being a GOOD girl, i went. hehe. teachers kept on saying about the practical examination. i hear until i become very nervous. there will be like about 6-10 people in the examination room staring at you play. wouldn't it be soo scary? still gt video cam! oh my god. got back my prelim result for music. as usual its a fail=(

yesterday, after exams, went to play basketball. its FUN!
mon had a.maths p1. it was quite difficult.
tued was a.maths p2. it was easier than p1 but as i was a lazy, i didn't memorise some things. i seriously regretted it.

tml, must prepare some tissue paper. and i'll be dead meat. i don't feel like receiving my results.

lastly, must thanks vanessa for helping me in my blogskin=) ty!

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i can't resist the temptation of my computer as its just right in front of me everyday when i'm studying. finally, i've finished almost all my exams. left 1 more paper which is a.maths. giving myself a little break today. i've got to study during the weekend again. i'm quite happy. but when the results are back... i'm dead meat! i don't dare to take my results. but i did study. i've been studying till about 12-1 in the night everyday and waking up around 5-6 in the morning. which means its only about 4-6hours of sleep only. finally, today i can sleep early. i'm super lack of sleep. almost going to be a panda bear already.

study break from 1 month left only about 9 days. our study break will start on 10october.
there's advantage and disadvantage. the advantage is that we won't be slacking when we're at home and at least we can practice more in school. if we're in doubt, there will be the teachers to help. and the best thing is, i'm still able to study in my classroom with my FRIENDS! however, the disadvantage is we have lesser time to revise our work as we'll be tired after school. and had to study like the whole day. ok. i feel like i'm doing history. hehe.

played a game of basketball with biantais today. feel soo good. venting all my stress away.

mon had emaths paper 1. was able to handle
tues was history. the seq was fine as what i've studied had came out=)sbq was a killer
wed was emaths paper 2. sort of a killer also. i have no confidence.
thurs had physics. paper 1 was very tricky. paper 2 was ok
today had chemistry. paper 1 was tricky but can do. paper 2 is equal to killing me.
nxt mon and tues will be amaths. i think the paper won't turn out to be very friendly. and the setter is mr ang ks. which means i finish already. i must chiong my amaths. must aim for at least a c6 or c5.

will be having normal lessons from thurs onwards. i've plan to give myself a little treat after the prelims for studying but i've not think of what to treat myself. any got suggestion?

37 more days to my super scary day=(

time is running soo fast. everything seems to be like yesterday.

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yesterday went out with my family to east coast beach. we celebrated early mooncake festival there. the weather was fine at first. it was cooling because of the sea breeze. when suddenly at around 8, the wind became sooo strong. it's like tsunami is coming. it's sooo big that things were starting to fly. and at that time, i was setting the fire to start the barbeque. the wind was soo big that makes the fire big also. and soon the rain starts to pour. all my little cousins were sooo scared and they were saying tsunami is coming and they want to go home. haha. singapore where got tsunami?lol. we use the mat to cover us from the strong wind and rain. we were standing there for about 30 minutes if i'm not wrong. luckily we manage to occupy a shelter when we came. or else we will be drenched. it was sooo cold and most of us were like shivering. after that the wind gets smaller but it still continue to rain. start to barbeque the food. i was the chef. haha. see i can cook! and the food is edible=) around 11+ started packing up and went home. as there were not enough umbrella, some of us had to walk under the rain and the rain water was sooo cold. hopefully wo. and i think won't be blogging till then.n't get sick as next week is prelim week.

will upload photos when i'm free. probably next tues or wed night

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today as usual, went to school to study. actually meeting vaness at 8 but the both of us was late so we met at 8.15. we were naughty as what the security guard says because we wore slippers again to school. haha. don't want wear shoe as it is very uncomfortable and had to go out with li mama and jiang mama in the afternoon and i'm not going home to change.=) studied till 9.30 and went for english remedial. after that, continue studying at the canteen and wait for li mama at the same time. after that went to swensens for lunch and also a farewell party for li mama. we treat li mama and jiang mama eat=) took photos too. will upload when evon sent to me. and by the way li mama is my god mama.haha. and jiang mama is sitll my mama. after that went to central park to play a few match of basketball. all of us went there but the boys played their game and we played our girls game=)

as usual, we went out and yes, i get suan by sharon again=( sharon. i will surely take revenge hor! don't burn for u grasshopper ah. hehe.

and i WILL miss god mama de. haiz, can't send her off=(

haiz. this whole week is already almost finishing and i've only been studying chemistry and more chemistry. and i still haven finish. still gt 7 more chapters to go. urgh. chemistry have 27 chapters in total and physics have 22 chapters in total. sooo much. i still gt history to study-USSR and Germany. which is a lot a lot a lot to memorise=( E.maths, i've only done the june cambridge paper. and e.maths exam is this mon! ahhh. i really need to work realy fast. left 2 more days to prelim. i'm not metally and physically prepared.

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went to school to study with vanessa. i didn't hit my aim of how much i want to study for the past 2 days but i think i can hit my aim today!yay=) met up with li mama. talk talk a little to her. went to kfc after that with shermeen,vanessa,sharon,evon,hui qi. eat and studied a little. i was suan by them=(

but seriously i don't mind being suan by them everyday as long as we can always be together. i love the time when we always crap,suan people,talk. we all will always be laughing like crazy people. even bullying each other is fun=) but soon, it might be difficult already. haiz.

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its raining again. this few days had been raining and raining. it's soo nice to sleep. but i can't. i had to study. urgh. how i envy those who are not taking their major examination this year. haiz. went back to school to study with vaness. we wore slippers to school and the security guard told us to avoid OM Tan or else will get scolding. so we were like playing hide and seek lo. soo funny. then met up with mr tan this morning. asked him to mark my paper for me. he let me see his video which he had made it for his daughter in his phone. sooo cute la. and some of the photo are quite funny. hehe. i'm bad. his phone have some children songs and i was laughing at it. aha. after that celebrated for hui rong her birthday. we sang the song in the library due to the N'level examination. first time celebrated birthday in the library. after that continue studying then went to cs to eat pasta as vanessa has been craving for pasta. and home we go.

i'm bored. i feel like stopping a while to rest. i can't take it studying non-stop. i'm not someone who is a study freak. i can't sit still after a period of time. and this time its like once you're home, you have to take out your books, sit in front of the study table and start studying without any rest until lunch or dinner. or esle you won't be able to make it to study finish. i hate this kind of thing. but because i'm always doing thing last minute, i had no choice but to do it. but at least it's one week before. better than last time, i always study the day before and i always can't finish studying.=( haiz.

suddenly i want to go back to be a toddler. no worries. no stress. no nothing. just to play play and play even more. and can sing: rain, rain, go away, come again another day. little children want to play. rain, rain, go away.=)

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Firstly, on this very special day, i would like to wish a HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to Li mama, Jiang mama, Ms Zaleha, Mr Ivan Tan, Mdm Saleha, Mrs Sharon Tan. and all the teachers in the world!

Next, HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY to Ruwaida, Jun Quan, Hui Rong!

studied today.=) yay. was suppose to meet sharon and vanessa at the school main gate this morning to pass up my english homework and to go find li mama chat chat one. but then, because me and sharon was late, in the end we didn't go. met vaness and went to evon's house the coffee shop there to meet evon and sharon and went to evon's house to see some part of the video. then off the ntuc to buy lunch and tidbits and to my house to study. i wanted to study chemistry but the mood was not there and therfore i did some e.maths questions. and after that went to central park play basketball. as my hand had a cut while i was studying, i did not put plaster and now the wound is dirty because of the ball. haiz.

note: Sharon love the singer grasshopper. when she saw that my mum had the disk, she went super high because she wanted to listen and when she listen to it,she was DANCING! she was super high at that time. haha. and i promised her to burn the disc for her for her birthday present. remind me ok? sharon

and vanessa, remind me about ur disney disc also ok?

and i'm going to be emoh enola for another 3 days. i ETAH lonliness. i ETAH home alone. i ETAH darkness! i don't want to be alone.

prelims this coming monday. i'm so stress! i suddenly HATE studying. someone motivate me. i find it soo tiring!

i don't understand why. i still miss going to school soo much and all my teachers.

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